I feel like it's going to take some time for me to recover from the immense disappointment. I think, in this life at least, I may be here to dream and yet be reminding of the reality of life. To live between the earth and sky - grounded yet able to take flight. I never come back as strong but I know, as with many of my life experiences thus far, I will come back. The ravine is not that deep and other times in my life have been tougher and I have ALWAYS come back.
As I begin my departure from this chapter of my life and I try to keep a smile on my face and avoid the desire and instinct to lash out, I keep my eye on the next open door. Yet, I can't seem to shake the feeling like I am meant to truly find the logic or reasoning for it. Do I call the conflict to me? What, if anything, in the future, can I do to avoid the 1 1/2 year frustration that seems to be my trend where jobs are concerned?
As I attempt to see the light at the end of this tunnel, I hope I can keep my wits about me - avoid the urge to scratch eyeballs out. And leave with less darkness in my heart.
Ah yes...may the clouds begin to lift.
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